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??????????, this is what my mind feels like today.

We will be leaving our house tomorrow at 5:15 a.m. to get to the hospital by 6, to sit around and get prepped till about 7:15, to start surgery at 7:30, to see my baby's' face at about 7:50, to say goodbye to my baby till about 9:30 when I can be in my room holding "IT", eating every second of it up!

Even though I feel I am not completely "ready" and my mind is kinda blank, I still am so ready and way excited to get this over with tomorrow.

I know every parent says this and I have said it 5 other times, but I just can't imagine another little baby around here. It is weird cause as normal as it feels to have a baby (at least in this house), it still flips your life upside down for awhile. What isn't weird is the love you already have for a baby growing inside you, the second you see it's face your heart melts. I just love that feeling.

Well my mind went blank and I have lots to do in the next 12 hours so I will part.

Oh, I have to post one more thing so we can always remember this:

Eighmey was helping me go through all our baby clothes the other day and she said in her little 4 year old voice, "Oh this is making me so esscited, I hope it's a gril" {Italics is the way she said it}

Then yesterday I had her help me pack a boy diaper bag and a girl one and she said, "Oh, I am so esscited, I can't wait for the baby to be here, I just want to squeeze it, and rip it out with my CLAWS" {CLAWS she said in a very deep voice, also she knows the doctor has to cut me open, so I think that is why she would say something like that}

Anyway, she is a funny bunny, always saying something that cracks us up.

Until tomorrow.

Twins/ 5 new posts

Madden and Jaimin have matching suites for church. Madden just barely got to wear his today cause it has been too big for him. You could tell by the way he walked around that he knew he looked so dang cute in it.

Here's Madden and Jaimin walking out the door for church

I wish I would have gotten a better pic of Madden but he pretty much hates the camera or standing still when I ask him too :)

Baby Blues

I guess Madden hasn't grew into his eyes yet. They are just so dang big and blue, and look at those eye lashes. You just don't see this much on a 14 month old BOY.
He just melts our hearts, we have so much fun with his sweet personality
Madden likes giving his cheesy smiles too, gotta love this guy.

Brian had a piano recital at schhol on Thursday. They asked any kids taking lessons if they would perform in a recital and Brian loves showing off his skills so he signed up.

Brian did a good job, he told me after that he messed up once but just kept going, I couldn't even tell.
Earlier that week he had a more formal recital at the church with his teacher and the other students. He just loves his teacher, Rinda Hancock, she says she likes him alot too.

Brian playing his song

Brian does really good at the piano, he has been playing for a little less then the school year but he has caught on great. He has a natual talent for it and I hope he sticks to it.

Homemade Train

Mike made a train for the kids on afternoon. I didn't know what Eighmey was talking about when she ran in the house telling me she needed to get something so she could ride "the train". I blew it off and was like, oh okay. Then Mike called me and said I needed to come out and see what he did. This is what he came up with.He hooked 2 radio flyers to his dads tractor/lawn mower thingy. He took the kids up and down the road and all over the yard.

Madden loves being outside and riding in his wagon

These 2 had fun too :)

Eighmey sat on dads lap. Here they are stopped so I could snap a quick pic.

Bath time buddies

Bryce, the kids' cousin, stayed with us for a few days so Madden and him became buds.One morning they ate lots of fruit and got way sticky so I threw them in the bath, they had a good time playing with the toys and splashing at each other

These 2 are 5 months apart, Bryce born in Sept. 08 and Madden in Feb. 09, there is a pound/pound in a half difference, and about 1 inch height difference. Madden takes both those claims. While Bryce was here we kept saying Bryce will teach Madden how to not be so shy (cause Bryce isn't shy AT ALL), and Madden would teach Bryce how to eat (cause Madden eats anything and Bryce is a little picky)

My blog book, 3 new posts

I got my blog book in the mail the other day. I love it. Best money I ever spent for sure. I love it cause now in the future when I can actually go back and scrapbook all these pics and events I can use this book as a guide to remember the feelings we had and things that were said. This may not be useful to some but I have realized how much I have forgotten about the pics I take,(and seems I won't get around to scrapbookin' anytime soon), I need this book. I plan on printing one every year, so happy!It is just like a year book, very nice quality. Next year I will make sure every page is how I want it cause the pictures sometimes don't place exactly like your blog. I was just n a hurry this year.
Oh yeah, by the way, we only have 5 weeks till we meet our new addition, I might add, I will be soooo ridiculously happy when "it's" out.

Madden loves sleeping with his "nie nie".(it is a piece of my silky) I had to get a

pic cause he was hugging it so tight , I just love it.

Like all the drool on the pillowcase? :) Don't worry I washed it.

Crazy J!

Jaimin took his jammies and wrapped them up around him and this is what we got!

Crazy Child!

Crazy kids

This is out of order from the other posts but I had to ad what goofs my kids are. Jaimin likes to suck his nose in and hold it. It was so thin every time he did it so I started taking pics but then it didn't look the same in the pic. It looks like a weird cabbage patch kids nose. Eighmey tried it on for size too. Looks pretty funny if you ask me.